Poem

First you’re going to smile.

But then what?

What to do next?

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That’s the scary part.

Not knowing what will happen.  

What happens after the smile?

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Will it be returned or will be it ignored?

Will your dreams be crushed?

Or will your dreams come true?

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It’s time to take chances –  

Let down the wall

You need to open up and let people in

First you’re going to smile.

Take a chance –

See what happens 

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I’m still a coward –

And a heartless bitch

I’m a heartbreaker,

I’m cold as ice

What am I afraid of?

What do I have to lose?

What do my eyes hide?

Can you see my soul?

I’m the great pretender

Pretending that I don’t care

Ignore you

When all I want is to meet your eyes

What am I afraid of?

What do I have to lose?

You were never mine

I have nothing to lose 

I’m arrogant; a coward; 

A heartless bitch

I’m afraid to fall 

But still, I want it all 

 

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I got so caught up in the moment that I forgot I was tired. I forgot the time. I forgot I was listening to music. I didn’t do what I was supposed to do. Instead of studying I changed the focus; instead I focused on my future. I used the evening to think – to debate. And I think the voices in my head are finally in agreement. We’re going to do this and even though it’s scary we’ll do it together.

I think my lifelong dream might come true if every piece of the puzzle find its rightful place. If I only dare to take this step my dream will come true. How I wish my dream would come true. This, ladies and gentlemen, is all I’ve ever dreamed of. And I will make it happen. The future is mine, and mine alone!

Dream it, wish it, do it!

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I tell myself to be brave.

I tell myself tomorrow is the day,

Then tomorrow comes

But I remain the coward I always have been –

Always will be:

I look at the ground; forget to smile.

Then I scream inside

Wishing I could punch myself

Asking myself why – why didn’t I?

I want to rewind

Get a second chance

And maybe, just maybe

I’ll finally get it right

But I won’t, I know I won’t

I doubt I ever will

It’s a vicious circle I find myself in,

I’ll never get it right.

Why do I never learn?

I’ll get a second chance tomorrow

At least I think I will.

But how many chances does a person get?

Someday it has to end, right?

I tell myself to be brave

I tell myself tomorrow is the day

When I’ll finally be brave

I won’t be a coward

I won’t look at the ground,

And I’m going to smile

Because tomorrow, I’ll be brave.

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Hearing another voice telling you to do something could be your own intuition telling you to go somewhere or do something.

I have a hard time imagining that someone like you could ever have feelings for me. Why would you? Behind sun glasses I look at you when you walk by. I wish I had the courage to take them off and meet your eyes; and give you a smile. I’m captivated by your looks. I don’t know you or if we have anything in common. So why does my heart beat faster? Why do I care if you look my way? But you have to dare take risk in order to get somewhere in life. I’m afraid to show vulnerability. But nothing comes to those who sit around and wait. In order to get happiness you also have to be willing to experience pain. There’s always a risk to love. What if it doesn’t work out? Ah, but then again what if it does?